i tried to post this as an audio post but the file was too large for tumblr :(

Ingrid Michaelson, thank you for this song - SO perfect right now -starting now! ;)

♬  I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink                                                                                                Scrub away all these thoughts that I think of you

So life moves slowly when you’re waiting for it to boil
Feel like I watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
But i re-count the countless tears that i lost for you

But before you finally go there’s one thing you should know: That I promise -

Starting now I’ll never know your name
Starting now I’ll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world

I want to crawl back inside my bed of sin
I want to burn the sheets that smell like your skin
Instead I’ll wash them just like kitchen rags with stains
Spinning away every piece that remains of you

It’s my world, it’s not ours anymore
It’s my world, it’s not ours anymore  ♬