the fact that it’s friggin’ Valentine’s Day doesn’t help either….

the fact that it’s friggin’ Valentine’s Day doesn’t help either….

Monday Feb 2 @ 11:22am

‎1. William Fitzsimmons is one of my all time favorite artists.
2. I love this song so much even though it always makes me cry.
3. This girl does the best covers I’ve ever seen/heard on youtube before!
4. Stop reading and click play already! ;)

Thursday Jan 1 @ 03:46pm
I’ve had lots of changes this year, and this season especially. BRING ON THE NEW YEAR!

I’ve had lots of changes this year, and this season especially. BRING ON THE NEW YEAR!

Saturday Dec 12 @ 04:31pm
Tuesday Dec 12 @ 03:39pm

“Set me free, leave me be
I don’t wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I’m just the way I’m supposed to be
but you’re on to me and all over…
You’re neither friend nor foe
though I can’t seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
is that you’re keeping me down.
You’re keeping me down.

Thursday Dec 12 @ 09:26am
I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you….you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

-Iris [Kate Winslet], The Holiday


very appropriate for me right now - GUMPTION! :)

Saturday Nov 11 @ 03:40pm
dammit…. :’(

dammit…. :’(

Wednesday Nov 11 @ 12:51pm
110 plays

“Its a lonely place to live with just a ghost
There is love left in my life, I will see
But you still hurt me

I’m not comfortable with how the story ends
We were lovers and now we’re not even friends…
But you still hurt me”

via keen-bean:

William Fitzsimmons - You Still Hurt Me

my theme song at the moment

I have to agree with you there. Love William Fitzsimmons and this song is eerily perfect for me right now…..

Wednesday Nov 11 @ 12:03am

i tried to post this as an audio post but the file was too large for tumblr :(

Ingrid Michaelson, thank you for this song - SO perfect right now -starting now! ;)

♬  I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink                                                                                                Scrub away all these thoughts that I think of you

So life moves slowly when you’re waiting for it to boil
Feel like I watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
But i re-count the countless tears that i lost for you

But before you finally go there’s one thing you should know: That I promise -

Starting now I’ll never know your name
Starting now I’ll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world

I want to crawl back inside my bed of sin
I want to burn the sheets that smell like your skin
Instead I’ll wash them just like kitchen rags with stains
Spinning away every piece that remains of you

It’s my world, it’s not ours anymore
It’s my world, it’s not ours anymore 
 ♬ 

Monday Nov 11 @ 06:57pm
The Power of Friendship…transforming broken hearts everyday :)

One week ago today I had [who I thought to be] the love of my life, tear out my heart and smash it into little pieces. I’m still very much heartbroken and trying to move onward and upward from all of this…..however, in the meantime, my friends have proven to be an outstanding support system for me with an endless supply of love, whenever I need them. I don’t know how I’d get through any of this mess without them.

-the night of the worst day..these amazing guys & gal took me out and were determined to make sure I had a fun night/got my mind off of previously mentioned jerkface

-my two favorite floridians…they may live far away but their long talks on the phone and prayers have helped me so much. I love you Jay Bay Bay and Kelloryn Squirrel! 

-Julia, you have been my rock through all of this. Colorado-Shhmolorado! You are truly my very best friend and always on my heart.

I love ALL of you so very much. Thank You for everything! ♥

Sunday Nov 11 @ 05:43pm
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